Tell me it wasn't real...
I was having fun..lol...yeah..believe it or not I was smiling and even laughing. At this time...I heard some strong noise...I left my room and I recognize my dad...it was enough to screw that happy face...he was yelling so loud...he was sad...furious and out of control...I tried to understand what he was saying...I tried so hard to convince him that everything was okay...but he didn't listen...I couldn't do something else than crying...my sister, my mom, everyone was crying...can't get out theses images of my fucking mind...Was it real ? Was it really my dad ? Why did this happens...For me...that night was hell, and that night was yesterday. I needed to talk about it somewhere...cuz...if you understand why...I don't feel really good right now...

par Little_Max | le 2005-03-17 20:38:45 | PERMALIEN
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